Restored
[June's Point of View]
I'm huge. That's my first thought when I wake up. My stomach is bulging. It's large and tight. I look around the room. Day is right next to me, asleep. My stare must have somehow disturbed him, because Daniel jerks awake, exposing those bright blue eyes to me.
"June!" He yells.
"Hey." I say quietly.
Day continues, "How do you feel? What do you remember?"
"I feel fine, though groggy and-" I cast a glance at my belly, "heavy. I remember being captured by August, and then you and Pascao coming for me." Day scoots over to me, grasping my hand and stroking my hair.
"That's good, really good." A sudden thought hits me, and I yank back the covers of the bed. I look at my leg. "THOMAS" is etched on it. But it's not fresh, it's scarred. I look at Day, befuddlement clouding my thoughts.
"Day, how long was I out?" Daniel eases me back into a laying position, and pulls the cover up. I see him slyly press the button to call a nurse.
"June," He says softly, "you were out about four and a half months."
"So..?" I look from Day to my stomach and back again.
"The baby's fine." I release a sigh I didn't know I was holding.
"And you? You're fine?" I ask Day. His beautiful faces blooms into a smile.
"Better than ever, know that you're awake!" Daniel leans over and kisses me. A grin sprouts on my face. To my utmost surprise, I feel quite well. Like I just woke up from a very long nap. That is, until a thought hits me. A sinking feeling drowns my ecstasy.
I ask Day, "How far along is it?" Rubbing my stomach. Day sighs, and rubs his neck with the back of his hand. He looks thin. I wonder if he's been eating enough... Four months! I was out almost half a year. Panic and disorientation grip me, anxiety filling my being. I feel like I'm about to hurl.
Day, oblivious, says, "About seven months. Due in about a month and half- July."
I eek out, "July?" before throwing up over the side of the bed. Day presses the nurse call button several more times. He reaches over, stroking my hair.
"Feel better?" I shake my head no. It was early January when August captured me. It still feels like January to me. But its May- late May -or June- I don't even know.
Day crawls onto the bed beside me. The springs squeak as his weight compresses the mattress.
"June," he says softly, "these four months without you... They've been-" Day pauses, shaking his head ruefully, "awful, to say the least." He wraps a protective arm around me. Daniel turns his head towards mine, his ensnaring eyes locking me in their view.
He continues sharply, "I never want to lose you ever again." I nod, and before he can continue with more sappy words, I kiss Daniel into silence.
A sad curiosity fills me, and I ask Day, "Did Tess and Eden get married? They hadn't set the date when..."
Day shakes his head, "No. They set the date for October. I think they would have anyway. They both love the fall and they wanted to wait until we were settled with the baby-"
I interrupt Day, "Do you know what it is?"
Day's face clouds with confusion, "Know what what is?"
I clarify, "The baby, do you know if it's a boy or girl? Sorry for interrupting, but I just realized..." My thoughts seem to be ending in dead ends today.
Day shakes his head, "No, of course not. I thought it could be a surprise." He smiles brightly, and my worries fade a bit. Just then, a nurse walks in. She's older, maybe late sixties. Her mess of white-gray curls is springing all around her dark, kind, wrinkled face. The nurse's face lights up at seeing me awake.
"June, my dear, you're awake!" she exclaims, as if she knows me. A smile shines from her elderly face. I grin politely back, wondering if I'm supposed to know her. As if reading my mind, the nurse says, "You don't know me, but I got to know Daniel very well, that is, because he would never go home," the nurse shoots Day a sharp look that tells me she often told him to go home, and to no avail. "He told me an awful lot about you." The nurse points her pen at me, a clipboard grasped in her other hand. She continues, "I'm Minday. How are you feeling?" I place my hands on my stomach, feeling the foreign size of it.
"Okay. Um, disoriented. Surprised. Nauseous." I laugh nervously.
Minday assures me, "That's to be expected. It's May twenty eighth, ten o'five AM, and sunny out with no humidity." Minday winks at me, pulling the curtains of a window back. Slanting, morning sunlight slides into the room, illuminating it. Minday approaches the side of my bed. "This little thing," she places her hand on my protruding belly, "is due July eleventh, which I hear is very near your birthday."
I smile and nod. "When can I go home?" I ask. Minday laughs. It's a twinkling sound, like wind chimes.
"Darling, you've been in a coma for four months, you're pregnant, and you just woke up. It's gonna be a few days." Minday strides around the room like she owns it, but in a comforting, not authoritative, way. She turns towards us, hands on her hips. "Daniel," Minday says sassily, much like I think an aunt would, "off the bed." To my utter surprise, Day actually listens. He rolls sideways off the bed. Daniel stands next to it, holding my hand. Minday hits a remote next to my bed. It makes a whirring sound, and sits me upward. "We're gonna need to take some blood." Minday tells me, pulling a long tube with a needle on one end, and a tiny canister on the other from her cream colored apron. I nod, and extend my right arm open flat, inside facing upwards. Minday pops open a tiny package, reveal an alcohol wipe. She wipes the crease of my elbow and then ties a rubber band tight around my upper arm. Before I can much think, Minday inserts the needle and is holding an empty canister in one hand, preparing to switch it with the filling one. She unties the rubber band and tells me bluntly, "You look sad." When I don't respond, she says, "Why?" In a gentle, prodding way. Then she casts a sharp look at Daniel, "Go get her some food, would you? She's probably starving." Daniel looks reluctant, but- miraculously -he obeys. When Day leaves, I tell Minday, "I've never seen Daniel listen to someone like that."
Minday says, "Yeah, we've gotten to know each other veeery well." I nod. Minday says, "But don't you think I'm gonna let my question go! Why are you sad? You're awake, you got a handsome hubby who loves you..." I can't help but laugh at that.
"I don't know... I just... I missed it, you know? Four months of pregnancy, four months of Tess and Eden, four months with Day..."
"Child," Minday scolds, "there's many more months left with Tess and Eden, with Daniel, with everyone. And," she adds, "you can always have more of these." Minday playfully pokes my stomach.
"You're right." I tell her. I can't help but wonder if Day and I will keep in touch with Minday after all of this is over. After all, I've only known her for minutes and she feels like family. It's funny, how families expand. The oddest people worm their way into your life and suddenly the need for each other is mutual. Minday looks down at me, taking the needle out. She lowers her face close to mine, taking a seat in the chair next to my bed.
"This isn't just about four months though, is it?" I tense up.
"This has something to do with that scar on your leg, doesn't it?" Suddenly, the pain I felt when August sliced open my leg comes rushing back. I grimace, willing it away. Minday looks at me. "Daniel told me what happened with that boy, Thomas." Only then do I notice the slight rural twang in her voice. It's lilts calmingly, "June, honey, that's in the past now. Ain't nothing you can do to change it, 'cept be better in the future." I nod, a lump rising in my throat. I fight back hot, boiling tears. Minday puts her soft hand over mine, "It's okay to cry, baby, holding it inside ain't gonna do no good." A single tear is leaking down my cheek when the door bursts open.
Pascao flies in, a smiling blur. "JUNE!" He bellows, "You're AWAKE!" Pascao's smile is ridiculously wide, his white teeth gleaming in the florescent light.
Minday scolds, "Pascao! Keep your voice down. You are in a hospital! Not to mention, our little lady here just woke up."
Pascao nods humbly, but his smile doesn't fade, "Yes, Miss Minday." Minday exits the room, shooting me a smile. I silently wonder if Daniel and I’s child will have a sort of grandmother after all.
"Pascao!" I say cheerfully, tears chased away by his unbridled joy.
"How're ya feeling?"
"Pretty good. Look, I just wanted to say thanks-"
"Oh shhh! Just consider it my baby shower gift. I snicker. Pascao asks, "Where's Day? He hasn't left this room for one minute, and now he's gone."
"Minday chased him off, he's supposedly getting me food, which I hope is true; I'm starving."
Pascao laughs and is about to say something when the door bursts open again. Before I can even process who's here, four arms are wrapped around me. One pair is tiny, like a bird. The other two arms are strong and thick, vaguely like Day's. Smooth auburn hair tickles my cheek, and the other cheek is caressed by short blond locks exactly like Day's.
"Tess! Eden!" I exclaim.
They pull back, "We missed you!" I spot a glittering ring on Tess' finger. With a gasp, I pull her hand up.
"Oooooo! An engagement ring." I tease her, admiring the many inlaid clear diamonds accented by a large blue one in the middle. The diamond is so deeply colored that it looks like a midnight sky, but a shade or two lighter. "It's beautiful!" I tell Tess, and everything feels light and joyful. Day bursts in, balancing two trays full of food. I glimpse chocolate cake on one of them, and my mouth waters. Day's face wears shock, a happy kind of shock.
He grins and says, "I think I'm gonna need more trays."